Adventure Junky

I think it is weird but its me. I loooove excitement and uncertainty. It gets my blood pumping. It gets me so high I lose my breathing pattern! I wanna sky dive, be amongst the sharks, and anything else that will get me pumped!! Weird but I sort of like being in dangerous situations (as long as no one gets hurt). I love surprises!!!! Mainly because no one can surprise me!! LOL I look and watch EVERYTHING!

I'm also a scary person!! LOL You can't make me do something illegal, knowingly!! But doing something in hopes of not getting caught is such a thrill!!! I really have to start a bucket list and just start doing random things!! It's so many things to do in this world to get your goose!! LMAO

• Racing
• Going Commando (special occasion only)
• Eavesdropping
• Running amongst a crowd
• Sky diving
• Swimming with sharks
• Role Playing in Public
• Haunted Houses
• Watching a SCARY movie alone, at night with the surround sound blaring
• Going camping with only matches, water, and a fishing pole
• Being amongst a bad storm, in the tub, hearing the sirens

I know, I know!! Weird!!!! 

Lost

Somewhere along the way I lost you. I use to be extremely outspoken, fun, and energetic. I think I gave you away in a packaged deal but it was not my intentions to. I need you back. I need me back. I've become engulfed by the opinions of many that dictates not one step in my life. I need me back. The friends I use to talk to are living their lives, of course but I've caused them to live it without me. I don't blame them, entirely. I want their friendship just as they want mine. Somewhere along the way I lost who I am. I was strong, alive, a beaming light. Now I just simmer in my corner. I've gone about things all wrong. I have to repair these broken bridges. I have to find myself back to me. Many dreams and ideas, wants and aspirations have been thrown by the way side. It's time for me to live out those dreams, make those ideas reality, and just break boundaries I've bricked and mortared. I'm reclaiming myself this day. I'm going to find you, hold you, and never let you go again. My power, my confidence, ME.